It Approaches.....

Everyday it keeps getting closer, following me down dark halls and empty parking lots. Always there in the background waitng, watching, creeping closer and closer with every minute. It puts many thoughts in my head; uncontrollable urges to understand all the reasons why. It provokes strong emotions and strange feelings. No matter what I do I can't escape it, always stalking me as prey waiting to devour and end things. Or is it a new beginning, a chance to start over clean, calm, new? Is it a new journey or another chapter in my life? Its 32 days away and there is nothing I can do to stop or change it! All I can do is accept it and move forward. It's my 30th birthday and it approaches.